Damn!
I knew i should not have been ‘begging’ for something to do…
Now i have to go and give a talk at the volunteers orientation…

It’s Saturday.
I am at work.
And i’m eXtremely bored…

Please let there a counselling phone call, please let there be a counselling call… Please… *phone rings*
Yes!! Yes!!!~~
. . . . . .

Darn it, it’s just the other office.. *sigh*

Picnic @Bagan Lalang

Have I ever mentioned how much I love beaches and the sea?

I LOVE THE BEACH AND THE SEA!

So you can imagine how nice it was to go on a family picnic.
The first we had in many, many years…
And in light of our recent family tribulations, we probably needed it. Even if some of us there had to be dragged to come along.

But i swear to you that place is so effing far… I remember thinking that everytime i saw the singboard to the place i kept thinking “we’re almost there, we’re almost there…”. And after 15minutes, and we’re still not there! More than once mind you! 
Remind me to suggest someplace nearer the next time.

Our breakfast/lunch

I swear, i'm gonna go stay in one of those chalets when they're done...!

“Don’t See It Alone”

It was funny yesterday, while I was flipping through the newspaper, I came to realize how much of an adolescent teenager I can be at times…

There was a poster of movie titled Paranormal Activity. And one of the tagline for the movie was “Don’t see it alone”. 

& almost immediately when I saw the tagline, I first instant, instinctive thought to myself was.. “Hhhmm, maybe I should go watch it by myself..”.

Which brought my memory to a counselling call I had sometime ago. When a woman called in on behalf of her friend to enquire how they can control the friend’s ‘rowdy/wild’ 16 year old daughter.  Or so she thinks the girl is rowdy. I on the other hand saw no indication of any type of substance abuse, or any other major problems, so clearly I didn’t see the girl in the same light as the caller does.

Now I remember conducting the hold counselling call with the tone “The more you tell her NOT to, the more she will WANT to do it” and, “You can’t do anything about your daughter’s boyfriend unless you intend to lock her up & never let her out(*sarcasm)”.
Now the truth is, I didn’t really hold much for what I said.  After all, I have no childrens yet. I ABSOLUTELY don’t think anyone should lock up a girl for WHATEVER reason. & I don’t really believe that teenagers live to disobey everything & anything. At least I didn’t. Sure I had my own share of trouble & disobedience to my parents.  But to live solely for the purpose of undermining all rules & establishment of family & society. NO.

But the thing is, if you had raised a child properly, install values and know & believe that your child will hold these values dear. Then irregardless of any of the troubles that they get in to, you would be rest assured knowing that the child would always remember what you thought her. Cos you KNOW that the child will always know & remember her boundaries whatever she does in life. But if you never did all that, how is a counselor or a psychiatrist supposed to fix any of that. No?

And no people, I haven’t gone to see the movie yet!

2009 – End of the Year Post

I’m not sure why…

Is it an end-of-the-year thing. What i feel right now. Feeling like it’s time to look back at the whole year & what it’s been. Feeling like i should write it down somewhere. Feeling like i DONT want to work right now.

Or maybe it’s just cause i haven’t written in a while. Or that my last post was in August. Or maybe i’m just severly bored, cause i, genuinely, have nothing to do  at work right now…

Quite frankly, a lot had happened since August.
I got a  job. It’s with the Women’s Aid Organisation (WAO).
Most of my friends have either been married, pregnant, or having a child for the last 1 year(in no particular order).
I on the other hand, haven’t even found Mr Right yet.
Dong Bang Shin Ki might be breaking up.
So is Super Junior (or at least one of them might be leaving the group).
And Jaebum of 2PM had already left the group.

Oooppss… I think the updates were getting a little bit depressing as we go along…

There was one other major thing that happened. And it is the worst i’ve ever had in my entire life. Somehow, i am grateful to WAO. I think it saved my life. The job. & having something to take my mind off everything else that was going n.

But apart from all that. I really don’t have much to report this year. After all, i did spend the 1st half of the year NOT doing anything. I suppose that would be the whole idea of a gap year. Do i think i could have done more? Yep, definitely. But do i regret it? No, i don’t think so. Cos it gave me the time to think about what i want to do.

I do miss a LOT of people. Whom i haven’t seen or spoken to in a while.
Trust me.  Just because we don’t see each other, does not mean i am not thinking about YOU.

So to all the people who stuck with me through some of the darkest moments of my life this year. THANK YOU.
& to those that feels neglected by me. I promise i’ll do better next year.

Lee Seunggi – Will You Marry Me

 

Lee Seunggi just came out with a new digital singles. & for those who have absolutely no idea who he is. He features on 1박 2일 (2 Days & 1 Night). which is a travel reality tv-show that has got to be like my most favourite show on KBS World (Astro Channel 303) that airs every Thu 5pm & Fri 11.20pm (Malaysian Time).

He’s nicknamed as ‘helpless’ on the show. Due to his slightly dorky/stupid/helpless yet adorable and kinda cute image he’s got on the show.

That aside, his new single is titled “Will You Marry Me”. Which i know is a title that will get y’all going..
O_o  (Diyana has gone crazy…!!)

But no i haven’t.
Its got some really smooth singing coupled with a really helplessly cute & romantic lyrics. & i just can’t help it!

Right now, i’m soooooo wishing that someone would sing this song for me. But then the song alone will probably annihilate about 99.99% of the Malaysian male population due to the language difference. So i really might as well forget about it.

But yeah i agree. I’ve got some serious contradictory issues. One moment i’m screaming that marriage is a total pain. Next moment i’m wishing a guy would sing this song for me…

Go figure.